Meaning of both words depend on the context. For me there seems to be two contexts.
One is related to business, money, name, power and goals. Another one is related to love, marriage, partner and family.
They are like two different threads running at same time so the context switch happens every time….
I may not be thinking about these if I dont have any problem in both contexts. But its not like that. I cont say it is unfortunate or fortunate. Only future can tell.
At present my though is on this question..”How much do these contexts depend or influence each other? How much they have to?”.
When I examine the history of people who got success…. I hear a mixed results..
Almost all winners surly give credit to some one from his family. Do they really mean that their family members need the credit? Or just giving it as his duty to-words the family?
There are winners from every situation..Some have very lovable family..some have lost every one in running for their goals.
Some time i think…lets get the first one and the second one will build automatically. But history did not show any examples of such kind (except in case of kings and rulers). May be I have not seen may of them…
According to what I understand about my nature I need some one to share my success with. A success with out any one is very hard for me to enjoy.
May be I am too narrow minded..I was not able to expand this need of single partner to all people in the society.
There are great people who did this..May be some day I will get that too…but till then i have to worry about it..
When I spend time getting the second one(love, partner)…first one seems to be going far from me..
I cont say i have bad luck. I am very lucky to have what i am having now.
But still…there is not end to the list na. I am still human..:-)
May be i dont have patience to wait as long as i have to…Cont say anything…
One of the main problem with my mentality is….”I dont find people to compare with me”. I have been different every since I know about me. So that didn’t left me any one around me to compare with..I have been taking decision with out seeing any one(i mean not at lease people i see around me, I surly take people i read about as examples) till now.
Do you understand what I am writing about? I am not sure myself.