What do you think is love? And according to your definition of love, is it possible for some one to love a person for more than 3 years up to today and hate that person from tomorrow?
According to my definition of love it is not possible. If any one says it is possible then they will depend on what that person did today?.
Now you came to the correct point. This is where my actual question starts.
What do you need to hate some one you loved upto now?
I never though that a day will come where I need to choose between these two. But it seems like it has came. For many people the definition of love is complex. For me it was same from last 5 years. It is a relation which extends ‘like’ to many folds.
Till now I always preferred to have both. Rationality and love. Rationality is my Identity. That is what I am. If some thing is not rational I always try not to associate myself with it.
At the same time no one can deny the impotence of love or emotions. Rationality is recently invented. emotions and love are there with us from thousands of years. Some times they both co-exist with each other, and some times they don’t. They look like opposing forces.
I feel like love is like a glass, and rationality is like steel.
You can build great things with glass but as long as they are not based on rationality a small stone can destroy it. Similarly u can build great things with steel. Even though they are great…they wont look as beautifully as glass things look. Only when they both co-exist you can build what ever you want out of this life.
Today I came to know that the project I was doing from last 3 months have to be stopped and all the time and investment in it is gone. It is because some other people have done before us and we cont compete with them. I don’t know what to feel.
My personality says that these are common and we should not feel bad about them. So I am not much worried about it. But there is another point to it. How many such failures can I face? Financially it is not much setback. But mentally it seems to have some impact.
May be I was fortunate for not loosing more that what I lost now. If I came to know the news after 2 months, then I will loose double the present amount.
While starting all these projects my view is same. Think 1000, plan 100, Try 10 at least 1 will be success. I think I tried just 3. And the result of main one is still pending. So I should keep trying many things.. And I will do…